Sunday, September 27, 2009

放空。。。



wow....
终于熬过了!!!
放假咯

什么都不想
把心情放空
想再多也于事无补
一切都变味了
自己得去适应现下的环境
而不是让环境来适应你
能的!加油!!!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Bella's Lullaby...



换了个新的背景音乐
这首曲子叫'Bella's Lullaby'
如果有看twilight
应该对它不陌生吧
昨天又看回
然后对这首曲子
越听越喜欢
接着便上网搜寻
然后便把它给贴上来了


旋律很柔和
能抚平现在心情混乱的我

很适合我现在的心情
向往对爱情的写照
希望大家也跟我一样
会喜欢这首曲子

Friday, September 4, 2009

失眠x2。。。

 
现在已是凌晨3点钟了,
此时此刻,
我很确定我还是清醒的,
但是,
我的思绪已经混乱到了个点。
好不容易和他再度联系回,
虽然知道和他是不可能再回一起,
可他就是久久无法从我心中走开。
我还想怎样?
当初就那么的不了了之,
现在看到他那么幸福快乐,
自己应该得替他开心的,
祝福他才对。。。

可是,
一波未平,一波又起,
原本以为你和我已越行越远,
甚至到我已看不清前方的路了,
即将转头倒走的时候,
你轻轻的在我耳边
告诉我前方的路还在等着我。
我该如何是好?

你是否暗示着我该给你多点时间?
还是,
那只是个没有任何意思
纯粹只是个单纯的慰问?

突然想起以前中学时代
读过的一篇英文诗集,
The Road Not Taken...
我该选择哪条路呢???
心中的涟漪到底是被谁打起的
妈——的

Thursday, September 3, 2009

失眠,ZzZ。。。

昨晚正当夜深人静,
大家都进入梦乡的时候,
又是我一个人solo的时候,
咳!有失眠了。。。
大概一直到破晓前才入眠吧。。。
我个人认为自己虽然失眠,
但是也没白过我的时间,
ermm,啃完了个对final exam 非常重要的一课,
大家请掌声鼓励吧,
啪!啪!!啪!!!
可能有些人回觉得没什么大步了的事情,
读完一课而已,又需要那么值得鼓舞吗。
可是对我而言,
好的开始是成功的一半。。。

还有,还有。。。
我把我家的博克换了件不错的衣裳,
不过,还是得感谢跟我们住在一起的‘美国佬’,
是他帮我弄来的。。。
Thank's up man.......
如果需要任何改进,
大家不妨直言咯,
因为对换template这一方面的技巧
可说是熟能生巧了。。。
最后,
虽然失眠到破晓前才能入眠,
庆幸自己并没有白过时间,
可是,
醒来的时候才知道
我关心的那个人
比我跟惨,
失眠到现在已是下午1点左右
还久久不能入眠
还不用紧,
肚子也痛了一个晚上。

给那个人的话,
你是个非常需要心灵上沟通的人,
切记,你不是孤单的,
一定要打开你的心扉,
接受所有的一切,
不管是开心或不开心。
只有你自己最清楚知道自己想要的是什么,
勇敢的活出自我。
无论你生在何处,
我仍然是以前的那个你认识的我,
虽然有很多事都不能再重演,
是我一直久久都无法释怀的过,
可是,
我给你的祝福一定是最满最满的那个。。。
p/s: 看了标题,你应该知道我是写给你的吧,虽然不是很有把握你会看到这一封。。。

For the person he missed...

Archhhhh.......
''please save me from myself''...
it seems like a very nonsense of statement...


A person who need to be help,
but he is clearly understood that
he is only the key point to rescue himself....
what the....
no matter how,
he is just wants to shout-out!
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF!!!


He planned to start his revision for upcoming final exam,
yeap, he did it but at the next moment he is failed....
planned obsolescence!!!
he doesn't mean to mess around for the time but......
he just cannot do anything about it,
Ms busy just threw down him aside,
he even can't remember how long
he and Ms busy got no interaction with each other,
day after day he waited in vain for her to telephone him,
how long shall he waiting for.


but....but......but........
what's the main thing drives him crazy actually???
he meet back 'Z' who has been lost longer since his life ...
he is nervous and disoriented,
not know whether one is coming or going.


once upon a time, he been coupled with Z,
just because of his low-confidence,
he thought their relationship would fall on stony ground in the end,
he is always been worried and goes uneasy about it,
eventually, they both end up with nothing conclusive.
Z even don't blame towards him but
he was felt guilty for Z despite of day to day and year after year,
he was filled with remorse after this but somehow everything won't turn back,
he knew that he has no right to ask for more from Z,
he only hope Z comes to happy more, live with a healthy life,
and the most important thing is Z's better half will treat u nicer more than everything.